My Search

Walked on a deserted road
Searching for something that was not there
So lost due to work load
While thinking my life was not fair

Lethargy did not stop my search
My mind was not mine anymore
Though I had paid countless austerties to church
This time it really needed a score

Bright light ended my long quest
My eyes were closed and arms were open
When I totally merged into its crest
Which could happen only once in one life!

The Beast in Me

Soul torn apart by the deeds
Heart stone cold
A mindless creature roams by
Deep within me
I fear I will change though I don't want to
This lust of power of mine knew no bounds.
I know things which i should not know
I realise I made bad choices
I will do anything if I can change back
Even if the task is presumed impossible.
Though I've everything I ever wanted
Still it does not fill the void
I fear my own desires
Don't know till what extent will it drive me
I have changed into some unknown beast from inside
But my intellect is intact
Though it can do nothing
As its been supressed for too long.
It can only wail and wail
When I find myself nearing my end every moment!

Computer Kid

Glued to the chair on which he sat
He typed hard tat tat tat
His eyes behind glasses were wide open
While he clicked on the window to make it reopen

"Oh i c" he wrote on his IRC
Digital images appeared in his fantasy
Updated his status in facebook
On a funny video he commented look look look!

He had almost forgot to tweet
So he commented on a girl's tweet 'Its so sweet!'
Accepted a friend request in orkut
Then he watched an adult movie uncut

He ended his day with a final status
It said "I'm gonna sleep. Don't make a big fuss."
He thought one day down wasted glued to computer
So what if a day went , tomorrow is another!

Change

why is it so hard to change
When we know its not out of our range
Why its difficult to comply
When, to good it will imply

Why its hard to change our ways
Though its a stain on our face
Why its difficult to forget the past
When our present is so vast

Why its hard to change our point of view
When we know, with it its hard to live
Why we wanna fight all
When we know at last we will fall

Why its hard to beleive in fate
When we know its never too late
Why is it too hard to change
When we know its not out of our range!

Remorse

With all the emotions bundled up
He drank tea in his cup
Heavy heart was all he got
When he remembered with whom all he fought

Tethered by the lies he spoke
He was completely broke
Down came his life tumbling
When they knew lie was all he had been telling

He was smudged by his own dirt
Felt stripped down though he wore a shirt
Someone would still forgive him was his hope
Which kept him from hanging himself with a rope